and what i mean is that i will no longer let you control me

hiii, happy halloween guys!!! iam a super huge eminem fan, and this is one of my favorite songs of his recovery album. i feel very strongly about the lyrics in this song, meant alot at the time when it came out and means alot now. there's lyrics in this video but i'm going to post them as well, underline like i do so ya get what imma feelin' towards this. to spell out a little more, i am done, i already wasted so much time being totally devoted and you were shit in the end so what's the point now..there is no way for me to know that you won't be like that again therefor not going there, too late. i love you but that doesn't mean i can't love someone else too, so for now, for good iam done with you, love in general. i'm doin good in my life right now and hate to say it but that's because your not in it, i'm not consumed with what you think/feel etc. blah, my rant for the day. XoXo enjoy!



Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late, I can't keep chasing em, I'm taking my life back
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid
Down and died for you I no longer cry for you, No more pain bitch you
Took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt I can no longer stand it, Now my respect I demand it
Imma take control of this relationship, Command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I've stayed
Faithful all the way this is how I fucking get repaid
Look at how I dress fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me I deserve respect
Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath
You know what you've done no need to go in depth
I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left, Id laugh while you wept
Hows it feel now, yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you've set
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's,
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cause that ain't good enough you expect me to fold myself in half
Til I snap, Don't think I'm loyal, All I do is rap, How can I moonlight on the side
I have no life outside of that, Don't I give you enough of my time, You don't think so do you
Jealous when I spend time with the girls, Why I'm married to you still man I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers, I'm divorcing you
Go marry someone else and make em famous, And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat em like you don't need them and they ain't worthy of you
Feed em the same shit you made me eat, I'm moving on forget you oh,
Now I'm special? Oh, I didn't feel special when i was with you
All I ever felt was this, Helplessness, Imprisoned by a selfish bitch
Chew me up and spit me out, I fell for this so many times
It's ridiculous, And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this but in my sickness and addiction
You're as addictive as they get, Evil as they come vindictive as they make em
My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away from, I'm addicted
To the pain, the stress, the drama, I'm drawn in so I guess imma mess
Cursed and blessed, But this time imma, Ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss
You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed, 
But when you spoke to people who meant the most to you, You left me off your list
Fuck you hip-hop, I'm leaving you, my life sentence is served bitch, And it's just
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life