my best friend got addicted to pills, can't look at him in his eyes

love this song, specifically verse two...check it, enjoy:)


Sometimes I dream bigger than I live, Sometimes I think better when I’m lit, So goin and light it, Roll it up, ignite it
One time for all my niggas that dreamed it than real life’d it! I swear I’ve been through everything in life but a coffin
They say thr sky’s the limit, how bitch? I’m moonwalking!And my middle name Michael ho
Success is my idol and being broke is my rival, But it’s cool because I got the title ho, 
See I just want my fantasies in real life, You got everything tell me what it feel like, Muthafuck the radio if I can’t hear mine, They give the wrong niggas more airtime than airlines, Is you feeling me? If not you feel my energy
See I know I’mma make it, but even if I don’t, Don’t feel bad cuz honestly all the times that I had
Those will be the best memories,Be the best memories, I hope that you remember me,These will be the best memories, Cause in the end all you really have is memories, Let’s reminisce over the good times and the bad
Reflect on everything we missed, Cause you know we’ll never get it back
Are you willing to give up what you love, for who you love, Or lose your girlfirend to groupie love
Everywhere I go I get a group of hugs, That's what happens when they need connections and you the plug
How many trends you gotta set before you considered great, How many missed calls before you considered fake
How many dreams before its considered fate, I’m eating in a World where I’m considered bait
A workaholic addicted to bills, People addicted to me cuz they addicted to real
My best friend got addicted to pills,I can’t look at him in his eyes, you don’t know how that shit feels mentally! I ain't trying to rock no shirts that say “in memory” I’m praying that he make, wished we could go back
Cuz honestly all the times that we had, those be the best memories…Let’s reminisce over the good times and the bad, Reflect on everything we missed, Cause you know we’ll never get it back
Sometimes reality checks are too big to be cashed, Was mailed one when I heard Nique had died in that crash
Seemed like yesterday I just seen him smile and laugh, I’m stressing over little shit, When I should be happy I can
They say my music beating, cause I follow my heart, I always have faith, like who swallows the darts
And with my Mama looking at cribs that we can’t purchase, Houses bigger than a palace, But she a queen, so she deserve it, So I’m focused, they try to throw me off track, But they just hurdles
I’m marathoning to the money and you just running off in a circle, Man, I’m huddled up with my team, in other words my inner circle, Fast forward a few years later, Now we the fucking winner’s circle
Remember the first time I was rhyming for Kan’, Almost as nervous as the first time I rhymed for my mom
Sold out the theater downtown, she said it was perfect, But I already dreamed it So it felt like I rehearsed it
Much as my grandma took care of me since I was birthed, Sad I used to steal $20 bill right out her purses
No I ain’t perfect, tryna make a gift out of a curse, Life out of a hearse, 
And if I die, of course I have the memories..