imma keep on doin' me, cause you don't matter

today's been a better day..much better actually. it's crazy how you can really just go to bed & wake up & things are different. in this circumstance, iam so happy about that. i have a new plan..if you know me i tend to make a new one pretty frequently..well due to situations that have happened in my life this last year i really am done making plans, ones that involve anyone really, friends/family/lovers/etc. only plans i'm making are ones i know i'll stick to. well, iam shooting for a pretty crazy one two years from now, just gotta work my ass off til then so we'll see how bad i want it. anyway, work a double tomorrow so don't know how many songs i'll be posting, sorry i've been slacking on posting & responding to emails, life is just hectic right now. i love you all, keep viewing :) here is a song from mac miller, my main main, absolutely love this song..imma keep on doin me, cause you, you don't matter. XoXo enjoy:)



I Ain't Nothing Else Like Me.
I ain't nothing like you so what is going on?It must be something wrong you'll love me when I'm gone.
Imma keep on doing me, cause you don't' matter and you just an actor and I ain't just a rapper. 
Noooo... i'm one of a kind..
Here's a prototype that I know you like (right) headed to the light on over night flight
never in your life you going see another me, I tend catch the eye like a pair of double d's  
I'm near not the same,imma pioneer, stabbed the game in the heart with a giant spear trying to see success 
god damn it's clear the time shine like a chandelier I'm going threw this case. Spitting about what to relate too
never could you duplicate any of the music made getting super paid looking at our future store recognizing me when I past them in a moving car, always worried about finding out who you are you know somebody you got look into his heart yo mind so blind I'm ahead of my time , i'm one of a kind..
My pops said young man you ain't ready for the world ahead way too much marijuana always have girls in the bed; you going realize life ain't a party, fuck around you going end up starvin, fuck I stay fly live free die hard no Bruce Willis this the whole nine yard thought that I can rhyme bars go and buy cars you gotta grind hard one the sun rise start and my heart great things in my future cause broke rappers (shit) that's just a rumor, I see the diamond chain, mansion in the videos they must got silly dough, do they really? or is it all just a scheme for your eyes (for your eyes) pr are you in disguise god damn I can't decided all the words here come from a mind got nothing to hide boy. I'm One Of A Kind.
Walking through this world I just take a look around (around) ain't nobody here like me don't nobody got my style people say I'm different I sure you that's okay, Cause I'm way past tomorrow and you stuck in today

i wish you were a stranger, i could disengage

sooo today has sucked, been way too long. typically not a negative nancy kinda lady but today has been a sad day, can't seem to change it. so here is a song with amazing lyrics, lyrics that mean something, by one of my favorite bands... i just started typing a long paragraph explaining every sentence in this song & how it relates/ what i'm thinking, but i don't need to do that, it's all in the lyrics, listen to them, read them, think of how they relate to you. XoXo enjoy



I never knew, I never knew that everything was falling through, That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth, But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy, I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in, Over my head, Over my head, With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind, She's on your mind,,
Let's rearrange, I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change, Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard, Find another friend and you discard, As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in, Over my head, Over my head, With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind, She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in, Over my head, Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime, She's on your mind, She's on your ...
And suddenly I become a part of your past, I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless, Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around, Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
And everyone knows I'm in, Over my head, Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime. She's on your mind, She's on your mind...

i always hoped for better, thought maybe together we'd find it

heyyy loves, i love the message in this song, love the simplicity of it yet while being the most commonly dreamed lil goal by everyone when they're young..let's just drive away, we'll make it, we'll get jobs, nothing else matters as long as we'll together. i so used to believe in that back when, ha little did i know things don't really work out like that. well before anyway, maybe someday i'll be with someone where that's all that matters for the both of us, provided that time is far away as i love love but not now, not for years ha. anyway, have a good day guys, XoXo enjoy



You've got a fast car, I wanna a ticket to anywhere, Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere, Any place is better
Starting from zero, got nothing to lose, Maybe we'll make something
Me, myself, I've got nothing to prove
You've got a fast car, I've got a plan to get us out of here
Been working at the convenience store, Managed to save just a little bit of money
Won't have to drive too far, Just cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs, And finally see what it means to be living
See my old man's got a problem, Live with the bottle, that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working, His body's too young, to look like his
When mama went off and left him, She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him, So I quit school and that's what I did
You've got a fast car, Is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision, Leave tonight or live and die this way
Say remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speed so fast it felt like I was drunk, City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped round my shoulder,And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You've got a a fast car, We go cruising entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job, Now I work in the market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better, You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter, Buy a bigger house and live in the suburbs
Say remember when we were driving, driving in your car
Speeds so fast it felt like I was drunk, City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You've got a fast car, I've got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar, See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better, Thought maybe together you and me'd find it
I got no plans and I ain't going nowhere, So take your fast car and keep on driving
Say remember when we were driving, driving in your car, Speeds so fast it felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us, And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged, I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You've got a fast car, Is it fast enough so you can fly away?, You gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or live and die this way..

and it's so strange, my life has changed, iam not the same

morninggg, startin' out with some tech n9ne for the day..i saw them a few years back and straight amazzinggg, they'll be here soon hopefully see em again;) this is one of their newer songs but i fucking love it, definitely a fave. XoXo enjoy!



Don't you bring me nothing stupid, If you don't want me to lose it
Step back if you don't want me to attack, I'm a beast, Better give me the deuces
I have no tolerance for nonsense, Get away from me, Me don't wanna get dollars
Don't wanna holler but you makin me, I'm a little dysfunctional
You're the problem, Please don't awakin me, 
And I'm that way cause back in the day, Most have forsaken me
Lodi dodi, I'm at the party, On a drunk night with a punk
Might dude wanna pick a fight because he's sorry...That he aint Gotti, Like I be
Cause he sloppy, Not me, Costly rocks be spot free
But he don't know I'm roguish, Surrounded by my soldiers, And they be locked and loaded
We'll explode if you can't hold us, And we don't got no scruples
We didn't come to fight and shoot you, But you busters better be neutral
Don't get loose because we cuckoo
Listen, They call me genius, I run the show, Woman be on my penis, It's wonderful
Demons think they the meanest, But I brung the foe on the flow, Little bit sick, Don't you know?
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know?, If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know?, You could fool around and make me mad
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know?, If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know? Might fool around and make me mad
Don't make me mad...
Born to hustle, I'm a product of environment, The game done changed
So I've been forced into retirement, But I make moves and I paid dues
And I got common sense, Since I can't lose and I can't choose, Then I'll come back to spit
I got hit songs but I've been gone so long that I don't fit, Kneeled at the throne but can't get on
So I need me a lick, I write these songs but don't belong, I'm on some other shit
I'm huntin leads in desperate need, I hope it's comin quick, I'd wrap my brain to find a lane
That's gon' bring me some change, 
But it's so strange, My life has changed, And I am not the same
I come around but since I'm down, It feels uncomfortable
I try to hide it deep inside but I'm dysfunctional, I never learned to hold it in
I gets emotional, First, Implode and then explode, I am combustible
So please don't push to play me, pussy, On some real shit, Won't be defeated
If I'm heated, nigga, Oh shit!
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know?, If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know? You could fool around and make me mad
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know? If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know? Might fool around and make me mad
Don't make me mad..
I aint no killer but don't push me, Goodie-Goodie Quiet boy never been no pussy
Could be carrying something up under my hoody, Krizz would never snap and kill a baller, y'all
Or would he? Now I wanna be peaceful
But I carry Desert Eagles where ever black people are, You know how black people are
I peep 'em out, Try to stay evened out, Wanna preach to 'em but their evil keep on seepin out
Emotions get the best of me, Messed up and then y'all get the rest of me
Depressed and stressed, Feel like my destiny, I know y'all think less of me
Cause I'm always sick and I can't let it be, Pharmaceutical soup be the best recipe
It's gon' be the death of me, I need depakote just to cope
That's why I keep throwin them pills down my throat
Dysfunctional blunts will do, Smokin Bombay can give me Fung Shui
But I wish that it all would go away, Or maybe I should pray for Jesus Christ
To just un-pretzel me, Tryin to pray for change, But sometimes it feel like he lets it be
So I just take another couple doses, Probably be fine but if you get too close
You'll find out that I...
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know? If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know? You could fool around and make me mad
I'm a little dysfunctional, Don't you know? If you push me, It might be bad
Get a little emotional, Don't you know? Might fool around and make me mad
Don't make me mad

and what i mean is that i will no longer let you control me

hiii, happy halloween guys!!! iam a super huge eminem fan, and this is one of my favorite songs of his recovery album. i feel very strongly about the lyrics in this song, meant alot at the time when it came out and means alot now. there's lyrics in this video but i'm going to post them as well, underline like i do so ya get what imma feelin' towards this. to spell out a little more, i am done, i already wasted so much time being totally devoted and you were shit in the end so what's the point now..there is no way for me to know that you won't be like that again therefor not going there, too late. i love you but that doesn't mean i can't love someone else too, so for now, for good iam done with you, love in general. i'm doin good in my life right now and hate to say it but that's because your not in it, i'm not consumed with what you think/feel etc. blah, my rant for the day. XoXo enjoy!



Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late, I can't keep chasing em, I'm taking my life back
Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid
Down and died for you I no longer cry for you, No more pain bitch you
Took me for granted took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt I can no longer stand it, Now my respect I demand it
Imma take control of this relationship, Command it, and imma be the boss of you now goddamnit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I've stayed
Faithful all the way this is how I fucking get repaid
Look at how I dress fucking baggy sweats, go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me I deserve respect
Ive done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath
You know what you've done no need to go in depth
I told you, you'd be sorry if I fucking left, Id laugh while you wept
Hows it feel now, yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you've set
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's,
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cause that ain't good enough you expect me to fold myself in half
Til I snap, Don't think I'm loyal, All I do is rap, How can I moonlight on the side
I have no life outside of that, Don't I give you enough of my time, You don't think so do you
Jealous when I spend time with the girls, Why I'm married to you still man I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers, I'm divorcing you
Go marry someone else and make em famous, And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat em like you don't need them and they ain't worthy of you
Feed em the same shit you made me eat, I'm moving on forget you oh,
Now I'm special? Oh, I didn't feel special when i was with you
All I ever felt was this, Helplessness, Imprisoned by a selfish bitch
Chew me up and spit me out, I fell for this so many times
It's ridiculous, And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this but in my sickness and addiction
You're as addictive as they get, Evil as they come vindictive as they make em
My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away from, I'm addicted
To the pain, the stress, the drama, I'm drawn in so I guess imma mess
Cursed and blessed, But this time imma, Ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss
You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed, 
But when you spoke to people who meant the most to you, You left me off your list
Fuck you hip-hop, I'm leaving you, my life sentence is served bitch, And it's just
Too late for the other side, Caught in a chase, 25 to life

got my mind made up, and i'm coming back for you

okay so one more since i clearly can't sleep and it's what 430am, saweeeet. anyway, this is seriously one of thee most beautiful songs ever,the lyrics, the piano, everything about this song, kinda makes me wanna cry but too pretty to lol.one of those things, means everything..didn't quite take me 25 years, just a few. XoXo enjoy:)



Got my mind made up, And I'm coming back for you
I can hear your voice calling and I'll be there soon
I can see you there in the bedroom by those stairs
Oh I've always been running but I don't know where
And ohhh oh oooh and ohhh oh oooh
It took 25 years but I finally see
Not the boy I was in the car that you saw leave
I'm still not the man that I thought I'd be
But when those trumpets sound when the good Lord calls my name
Oh I'm gonna be with you, Oh I'm gonna be with you
And ohhh oh oooh, And ohhh oh oooh
It took 25 years but I finally see
It took 25 years but I finally see

i'll be here, you'll be there, we'll be by the phone

hiyaaa guys, just got off work figured i'd post another before bed timeee, here's another one from one of favorite bands...don't feel like elaborating, too late for that. check the lyrics, the lines.. XoXo enjoy!



I used to think that,I could go this all alone
I used to think, I could do it by myself
But I,found another one like me walking alone
I don't think she stands a chance with no one else
but anyway..
I'll be here,and you'll be there and well be by the phone (and you know)
I'll be sitting,watching you waiting for you to decide, you're gone
when I'm calling, If I'm calling someone else it don't feel the same as, when I'm calling you
I meant it..
And in a world I more and more can't understand, It would be hard to lose something that I do
So watch the days cuz they all turn, into the night,and watch the sun
cuz it turns into the moon, and in a world that wont
stop turning us around at least we know who we can turn to
is it too much, is it too far, is it too long
and now you're gone, and I'll be here, and you'll be there
and you'll decide that you're gone

might be holding your hand but i'm holding it loose

hiyaaaa. love this song, this is us, kinda hate it, kinda love it, who knows. these lyrics are so on point. checkkk it. XoXo enjoy:)



You want me to come over I got an excuse,
Might be holding your hand but im holding it loose,
Go to talk then we choke its like our necks in a noose
Avoid the obvious we should be facing the truth
Start to think it could be fizzling out, Kinda shocked because I never really had any doubts...
Look into your eyes imagine life with out ya'
And the love kick starts again, Starts again
The Love kick starts again, Starts again
Its the same old you the same old me, You get bored and I get cold feet
Get high get wondering eyes, Forget ive never ever had it so sweet
I realize what I got when Im out of town, Cause deep down youre my girl in a golden crown, 
My princess and I dont wanna let you down
And the love kick starts again, Starts again
The Love kick starts again, Starts again

and with a sad heart i say bye to you and wave

hey guys..i know i've been super slacking, am very sorry, having three jobs while trying to balance a social life leaves slim to none me time which is when i post. haven't posted since thursday, been super working, went to a siicckk halloween party last night, such a good time. anyway, here's a song from blue october, love these lyrics. XoXo enjoy




I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space
Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow, Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow, Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways, Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow, Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways, Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you, For you, For you

move slow, cause you wanna live fast

love me some j.cole, sounds cheesy but he's just so smooth and not to mention sexxyyy, straight up a G ha. this song is how it goes when somethings new yet he's sayin what most people don't have the balls to..straight up, now tell me do ya wanna love me forever..we gotta good thing, idk if imma see you again..like hi, just cause things are goin good that don't mean shit, maybe things are goin too good where love could maybe be there so idk if imma see you again, not tryin for that love shitttt. XoXo enjoy



STRAIGHT UP NOW TELL ME DO YA REALLY WANNA LOVE ME FOREVER..
I wanna see you work for me, work out for me
Hey, we got a good thing, Don't know if I'm a see you again
But is that a good thing? Cause girl I can't be your man, no ma'am
I know what's on your brain,You're probably hopin' never would end
Like is it the real thing..Or is it just a one night stand
Let me see you get high and go low,Now girl won't you drop that thing down to the floor,
I'm here for one night, how far would you go?
I wanna see you work out for me, work out for me
Ha! now go low,Now girl won't you drop that thing down to the floor
I'm here for one night, how far would you go?
I wanna see you work out for me, work out for me
She like them boys with the big ol' chains,Ride around town in the big ol' Range
I knew her when I rock big ol' chains,Now the little nigga doing big ol' things
Would you look at that, I came back for her, Just to give it to ya, like you asked for it,
Man that thing in them jeans too fat for her
It rebounds so I caught it off the backboard, I told her, baby girl come here
Know I run the town even when I ain't from there
And I brag hardly but just to show up at this party I made
What your nigga make in one year, that's unfair but
So is life, take a chance roll a dice, Money can't buy you love cause it's over priced, 
Don't overthink just hope it's right, I'm only here for the night
Hey, we got a good thing, Don't know if I'm a see you again, see you again
But is that a good thing?Cause girl I can't be your man, no ma'am
I know what's on your brain, You're probably hope it never would end
Like is it the real thing, Or is it just a one night stand, 
Well then,Let me see you get high and go low
Now girl would you drop that thing down to the floor
I'm here for one night, how far would you go?
I wanna see you work out for me, work out for me
High and go low, Now girl won't you drop that thing down to the floor
I'm here for one night, how far would you go?
I wanna see you work out for me, work out for me
Carolina blue kicks, fresh on the scene, Hottest nigga on the block, damn girl you mean, 
They be starting shit, but it's your world
On my Martin shit, you go girl, She bad and you know it, some niggas save Hoes
I'm not that heroic, Could you be my escort, Cause just like them two door Fords
Damn, they don't make 'em like you no more, Cole World, real Cole World
Them boys cool, me I'm on fire, Know what's on my mind, tryna see what's on yours tonight, 
Tonight, tonight, Move slow, cause you wanna live fast
Up late so you probably skip class, Life is a test so before the night pass get right, Get right
Hey, we got a good thing,Don't know if I'm a see you again, see you again
But is that a good thing? Cause girl I can't be your man, no ma'am
I know what's on your brain, You're probably hoping it never would end
Like is it the real thing or is just a one night stand, Well then
Straight up now tell me do you really wanna love me forever
Oh, oh, oh, Or is it just a hit and run

look for the girl with the sun in her eyes

sooo haven't put a beatles song up in a minute, they're about due for some credit to wonderful music.this video is trippy as fuck, this song, pretty self explanatory ;) XoXo enjoy!




Picture yourself in a boat on a river,With tangerine trees and marmalade skies.
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,And she's gone.
Lucy in the sky with diamonds,Lucy in the sky with diamonds,
Lucy in the sky with diamonds,Ah... Ah...
Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain,Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies.
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,That grow so incredibly high.
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,And you're gone.
Picture yourself on a train in a station,With plasticine porters with looking glass ties.
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile,The girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

shine a light through an open door

hiyaaa guys, haven't posted today, just got off work. anyway, this song is one from rhianna, whom by the way iam not really a fan of any longer, her voice kinda annoys me but i do like this song, mostly the lyrics..the beats too. symbolizes alot i feel..we found love in a hopeless place..i found you at a rave..turning away cause i need you more..i definitely did, there was the problem...it's the way i'm feeling i can't deny, i've gotta let it go..can't help how i feel but know can't feel that way anymore...
XoXo enjoy guys:)


Yellow diamonds in the light, Now we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine, What it takes to come alive
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place
Shine a light through an open door, Love a life I will divide
Turn away 'cause I need you more, Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place
Yellow diamonds in the light, Now we’re standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place

i'm better off without you here by my side

ugh, today was longgg long long to say the least. this song is amazing, the original and this version, love me some deadmau5. so many true lyrics, pertains to everything... hope ya enjoy guys XoXo



Nothing left for me to say, There's no more wicked games to play
It's time for me to walk away, I am alright
I feel like I’m on a high, And you regain is on my life
I’m turning to the rhythm of the night, I am alright
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There´s no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end, no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side, So now there is no longer
You and I...There is no longer..You and I...There is no longer..
You and I
Don´t care what other people say, I know you fool around all day
No it doesn´t hurt me anyway, I am alright aah
The music is making me growing
The only thing that keeps me awake is me knowing
There's no one here to break me or bring me down
And no one here to hurt me or fool around
I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings
Done enough to prove I'm all that I believe in
We are at the end, no more stupid lies
I'm better off without you here by my side
So now there is no longer
You and I..

come and walk with me, to the edge of all we've ever known

morning guys, im workin a double today so this'll prolly be the only song posted for the day, least til later, least it's a good one;) absolutely adore this song, sooo sweet, love the lyrics and the pretty vibeee. XoXo enjoy :)




Stay with me, baby stay with me, Tonight don't leave me alone.
Walk with me, come and walk with me, To the edge of all we've ever known.
I can see you there with the city lights, Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes.
I can breathe you in. Two shadows standing by the bedroom door,
No, I could not want you more than I did right then,As our heads leaned in.
Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,The moon above you and the streets below.
Hold my breath as you're moving in,Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.
Stay with me, baby stay with me, Tonight don't leave me alone.
She shows me everything she used to know, Picture frames and country roads,
When the days were long and the world was small.
She stood by as it fell apart,Separate rooms and broken hearts,
But I won't be the one to let you go.
Oh, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,The moon above you and the streets below.
Hold my breath as you're moving in, Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.
Don't run away...
And it's hard to love again,
When the only way it's been,
When the only love you know,
Just walked away...
If it's something that you want,Darling you don't have to run,
You don't have to go ...
Just stay with me, baby stay with me,
Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,The moon above you and the streets below. (Don't let go)
Hold my breath as you're moving in, Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.
Oh, I'm not sure where this is gonna go,But in this moment all I know
Is the skyline, through the window,The moon above you and the streets below. (Baby, don't let go)
Hold my breath as you're moving in,Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly.

all those crazy things we did, didn't think about it just went with it

hoiiii, love avril lavigne, love this song. how i feel right about now...i wish you were here. bleh, i fucking miss youuuu. XoXo enjoy



I can be tough, I can be strong, But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl, who gives a shit behind this wall, You've just walked through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said, You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did, Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you, here, here, here
I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you
near, near, near, I wish you were here.
I love the way you are, It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is, And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you said, You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere, But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did, Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere, But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you, here, here, here
I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn,What I'd do to have you
near, near, near,I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know, That I never wanna let go
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know, That I never wanna let go

it's been too long and it's full back behind me

i haven't posted a song from these guys in awhile but constantly listening to them soooo should probably share! it's a rainy day today and this fits perfect it's so half and half, the relativity of it is that after soo damn long how can i still think about it, maybe want it, we can't change what's been done, we've been down that road before and it's long gone..that's one half, other is, well, still want it so that means something, we're not the same as we once were or are we. mind is being lost?lol. enjoy the tunes guys:) XoXo



There's no pictures on the wall, There's no rise and there's no fall
And in the morning imma alright, alone without you
There's no phone and there's no cars, There's no talking to you at all
And I don't care late at night when it's not you
But when I look out in the rain, I think about the past, I want it again
I think about the way you feel inside
I start losing my mind, I start losing my mind, my mind, my mind
There's no phone in native lands, There's no wave and there's no chance
It's been to long and it's full all back behind me
There's no going down that road, And I know right where to go
If I keep walking, away nothing reminds me
But when I look out in the rain, I think about the past, I want it again
I think about the way you feel inside
And I'm losing my mind, and I'm losing my mind, my mind, my mind
[Instrumental]
There's no fights and there's no tears, There's no need if your not here
But I'm not the same anyyyyway anyyymore, There's no need to write this song,
Cause there's no change in what's been done
But there's no change in what's inside, Like it's gonna start
I look out in the rain, I think about the past, I want it again
I think about the way you feel inside
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my, losing my, losing all the way
I look out in the rain, I think about the past, I want it again
I think about the way you feel inside
I'm losing my mind, I'm losing my mindd

bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands

i'm gonna stop apologizing after this one for not posting several songs throughout the day, if i don't it's just cause iam super working but promise i will still try my hardest, still keep viewing! here's probably one of my favorite songs by these guys, love the vibe, love the lyrics, love the message. XoXo enjoy:)



I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what did I say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok
And we'll all float on ok, And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok, And we'll all float on any way well
Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with that scam
It was worth it just to learn from sleight-of-hand
Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on the exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way
And we'll all float on ok, And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok, And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on, Now don't you worry we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on, Alright don't worry we'll all float on
And we'll all float on alright , Already we'll all float on
Aliright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy
We'll all float on alright, Already we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on, Ok don't worry we'll all float on
Even if things get heavy we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on, Don't you worry we'll all float on
All float on

and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine

hiiyyaa, no posts today, had to work a double, bleh. this song was probably the most overplayed song once it hit the radio but i still absolutely lovelovelove it. it's crazy how much the song/video/lyrics remind me of so much, and you would think that would make your brain think logically about never wanting to be with someone like this song/video but no. you said, i don't know why but we're stuck to each other for life,after every bullshit thing you say one word with one smile and i fall in love all over again. the reality of it is that we will always love each other, that doesn't just go away but there's certain things that happened that there's no getting over, and there shouldn't be. everyone has their story, their own book, well there's chapters in books right?yes. chapters because stuff happens but that comes to an end and you need to move onto a new chapter. if all you've been dealing with is negativity why would you want to carry that onto the next chapter or even throughout your book when you could have a brand new one and hopefully it'd be positive/better/good for you. then again, ya can't help who ya love right? that is my long ramble for the day. enjoy guys:)


just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that’s alright because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that’s alright because i love the way you lie
i love the way you lie, i can’t tell you what it really is
i can only tell you what it feels like, and right now it’s a steel knife in my windpipe
i can’t breathe but i still fight while i can fight
as long as the wrong feels right it’s like i’m in flight, high off of love drunk from my hate
it’s like i’m huffin’ paint and i love it the more i suffer, i suffocate
and right before i’m about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin’ hates me
and i love it, wait, where you goin’?, i’m leavin’ you, no you ain’t come back
we’re runnin’ right back, here we go again, so insane, cause when it’s goin’ good its goin’ great
i’m superman with the wind in his back, she’s Lois Lane
but when its bad its awful, i feel so ashamed i snap, whose that dude? i don’t even know his name
i laid hands on her, i never stoop so low again, i guess i don’t know my own strength
you ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
when you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get em
now you’re getting fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at em, you swore you’d never hit em, never do nothin’ to hurt em
now you’re in each other’s face spewin’ venom in your words when you spit em
you push pull each other’s hair, scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
so lost in the moments when you’re in em, it’s the face that’s the culprit, controls ya both,
so they say it’s best to go your seperate ways, guess that they don’t know ya
cause today that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it’s a different day
sound like broken records playin’ over, but you promised her next time you’ll show restraint
you don’t get another chance, life is no nintendo game, but you lied again,
now you get to watch her leave out the window, guess that’s why they call it window pane
now i know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine,
but your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
when it comes to love you’re just as blinded, baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems, maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though, come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?, told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i’m pissed ill aim my fist at the drywall, next time there won’t be no next time
i apologize even though i know its lies, i’m tired of the games i just want her back
i know i’m a liar if she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again, i’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire